My Constant…

I have many parts of me. I do not flow in any one direction nor am I capable of it. What I do know is that you are like the banks of a river guiding me and keeping me in bound. Your arms wrap around me keeping me still and centered. Your words directing me to follow your instructions. I am wild and unpredictable or as I like to put it impulsive but you are what keeps me from stepping over the line and following a dangerous path. I am yours to command, I am yours to enjoy, I am yours to collar, and I am yours to own.

I WONDER…

This is for me. I do not see myself as a writer or inspirational but I know I have many unfiltered thoughts. So I guess you can say this will be my fantasy diary of sorts today. I am thinking that there is one person who will see it and that is all that matters. He decided to follow me when I did not realize I had a means of writing. I thought why not write once on here and see what comes out from within me. So here I go…

I spend my days wondering. I wonder if his voice and his accent will melt any and all reservations I might have. I wonder if his eyes will look upon me with kindness or sternness. I wonder if his lips will be gentle and intoxicating or will they be rough and ignite an unsatisfied passion. I wonder if his fingers will cause me to shiver and awaken all that I have hidden inside. I wonder if his body will bring me warmth and comfort.

I wonder if one person has the ability to bring out parts of you that you are not even aware of. I wonder how you part from someone once you have met them and you are finally free to live freely and happily. I wonder how one can continue to go on with their old life after having experienced bliss. I wonder how it is I can feel about someone what I shouldn’t. I wonder how we can be so good for one another but have never met. I wonder why we found one another when we are both taken. Simply put, I wonder and I wonder…