Sense…

I can see you everywhere and sense you in everything around me. You are a part of me and will go where I go. I used to have to close my eyes and think of you to feel your touch upon my skin, now I can feel it with my eyes open. It is a wonderous feeling to be walking along or sitting when suddenly I can feel the slightest of touches upon my skin. Much like that of a finger gently running up my arm or the touch of a hand upon my cheek. My lips tingle at the thought of pressing them against yours. My body awakens at the feel of your nails lightly clawing their way from my lower leg up towards my inner thighs. When I feel lost or lonely, I can feel your arms and love embracing me. You are a part of me and a part I never want to be without. I am forever changed and I am happier for it. You have shown me to love and be loved. I thank you with all that I am. I am yours…

Inevitable…

What do I want and who am I? Questions that confuse me. I walk along throughout my days without given any thought to these questions. So when asked, I am stomped and unsure of how to answer. I do not know who I am, on my own. I am one who has learned to find my happiness in other’s. I seek to do good and be good but bad days are inevitable. I wish to please and be pleased but let downs are inevitable. I want to be right and do right but failures are inevitable. However I find positivity in my daily life too. For example, the touch of a loved one can inevitably bring a smile to my face. My heart racing at the sound of a lovers voice is inevitable. And sometimes no matter how hard we fight it, falling in love is inevitable. We are all different and we are all beautiful. I do struggle with seeing this in myself but I find it so easy to see in others. What I do know about me is that it is inevitable that I will look for the beauty in my surroundings and the people I meet. Perhaps I have found my answers. What do I want? I want to find the beauty in everything I see and the places I visit. Who am I? I am someone who wants to be happy and spread happiness. We are forever changing, that too, is inevitable. I will feel lost but I will find my way back every time, for it is inevitable….